i have one of those feeling again...

[falling___star]

i have one of those feelings again. the kind i get when something bad is about to happen or when something back has happened and i am not being told about it. these feelings eat me up inside and make me feel so helpless. i hate feeling this way. i just want it to go away, but it is eating me inside and out. and i cant even talk about it because i am not even sure what it is about and i try to call people to talk about it but i cant.

and i had that dream again, but this time it was someone else. and it scared the shit out of me. what have i gotten myself into?