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once i was asked "If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would your first thought be?". and i couldnt help wonder what other people would think.
it is amazing how movies make you think. make you look into yourself and cause you to realize how you really feel. why you are so lonely or so depressed. why you long to talk to one person and hate talking to another.
how much you fear being rejected, being sent away and being told "i dont want to be friends with you anymore". how scared you are to lose the ones you hold near and dear.
i still think about those things everyday, you wonder if the people you call friends feel the same way about you or if the people you like to talk to like talking to you too.
or am i just crazy. maybe i am the only one who has no self-esteem. maybe i am the only one who worries about things like these.
it is amazing how movies make you think. make you look into yourself and cause you to realize how you really feel. why you are so lonely or so depressed. why you long to talk to one person and hate talking to another.
how much you fear being rejected, being sent away and being told "i dont want to be friends with you anymore". how scared you are to lose the ones you hold near and dear.
i still think about those things everyday, you wonder if the people you call friends feel the same way about you or if the people you like to talk to like talking to you too.
or am i just crazy. maybe i am the only one who has no self-esteem. maybe i am the only one who worries about things like these.