i feel like im suffocating....its all because of you
sometimes i come in here and read these journal entries and feel like i am going to suffocate. like the oxygen in my lungs gets lost on its way to my heart. im not sure whats going on anymore. im not sure if what i think is going on is going on and i cant make accusations out of thin air. i know that i can survive and move on if what i think is going to go down happens but i dont want it to happen. sometimes all you can do is try your hardest and be yourself and if thatn isnt good enough then you just have to accept it and go on living. i guess i will just keep on living and hoping that i am totally wrong about the whole thing....i wish i knew....guess this is it for now...