life isnt always a breeze....
well yesterday was....well....lets face it mostly horrible. i thought that evan had said on monday night we werent going to go to the dmv to get his license cause he didnt want to get up early so i thought we werent going to go....plus he wouldnt talk to me online( and that would have been okay if he would have just said...im busy we can talk tomorrow or put his away msg on) so tuesday mornin rolls around and i get a phone call from evan saying are we going? i was like i thought you said yesterday you didnt want to(keep in mind i was still wondering why he totally ignored me the night before)and he was like look i didnt get up early for me i got up cause you wanted to go early....like he is doing me some great favor by getting up at 9 to get HIS LICENSE...so i was asking why he'd ignored me and he siad he was busy and i shouldnt be mad.....well im sorry but when my boyfriend ignores me and makes me think he doesnt want to even say he is busy it does piss me off....so i was like look im not going to do sh*t for you when you treat me like crap.... i mean he was like making fun of the fact i was hurt because he ignored me for oh....lets say....20 minutes...until i got offa the computer....then calls me up wanting me to do him a favor...hah! so then i hung up on him for the 2nd or 3rd time and finally he stopped calling until about 2:15 when i was on my way to work and the bank and he wanted his cd player so at first i wasnt going to take it to him but i made a slight detour and headed back towards his house....i should have figured he wouldnt talk to me but i gave it a chance....time comes and he doesnt say a word but"is that my cd in the cd player"yes...it was...so he took it out and then went into the house and then i followed him cause i figured persistance might pay off....well it didnt....i just got a door slamed in my face and loud music in my ear...but i didnt leave...i begged him to talk....which is the sad part..begged.....and then i asked if it was over and he said he just didnt want to talk to me....but im your girlfriend....thats what i was thinking...so i left....i would have taken him to work...it was raining and his job was on the way....i think i even offered....but hes stubborn and he wouldnt have taken the offer up....so i talked to some friends and they made my day so much better....i went to work and came home....no evan....i thought about him all night and i am here sittin by the phone hopeing he will call....hes online but he has his away msg on....im sure its cause im online....so i guess im free today if anyone wants to hang out.....i wanted to go to the beach with evan but thats not looking good at all...so just give me a call.....there is a thin line between love and hate....