good morning sunshine(s)!
hello people....well it has been such a weekend and its only saturday.....so yesterday i went to work and then after i went to pick evan up for ryans farewell party.....well as soon as we got there evan was like i want my beer and i really didnt feel like smuggling beer outta my house so we got into an arguement and finally i was just gonna get the beer and leave the party...but....evan said he was sorry and he wanted me to be there so i stayed and i mostly hung out with antionette and then evan came inside and wanted to talk to me outside so i went and he really didnt talk to much we just kinda made out but it was nice...it was different...he was actually making it seem as though we were together....wow....and i took a pic of him and jaki and jaki took a pic of evan and i and then i took a pic of evan and ryan and so on...then it was time to leave and evan goes into one of those moods where hes like why arent you talking and then i talk and he doesnt listen and then the clock strikes one and then i magically turn in to ashley the wicked bitch and i "yell" at him and he wlks away and slams the door in my face and i beg for forgivness and i beg and plead and then i ask for a hug and a kiss and i get that and then he goes to the bathroom and i leave....i had a dream about one of my old friends lastnight....we were at his house and we were kissing and stuff and it felt so good to know that he really like me....but thats a dream and in reality....i dont feel that my boyfriend likes me.....maybe we have our good moments but for the most part we are on two different pages.....i was gunna do sumthan lastnight at the pool but i didnt and so until next time, if there is one, i will keep it to myself......i want to go to the beach tonight.....i want to go with evan....we need some make up time and the beach is a good place......