May 12, 2005 07:09
I love my mom. I really do. I just wish she was a different person.
When she came down here to visit we were suppose to talk about things. I don't care that we didn't because when I tell her something it always goes in one ear and out the other. Joe called her on Mother's Day and Paul and I were sitting by the pool and my niece comes over and she says "Joe said hey."
I almost flipped out. He knows I don't want to hear that shit and yet he does it anyways. On Monday, Nicole brought it up and mom called Joe and asked him why he did it or whatever and he said he wanted a divorce. I like how first Johnny was the cause to their crappy marriage and then me and then my dad. Now that none of us are there I guess they finally see that it's them that's making their marriage shitty.
Dad is down now. I go for my driving test tomorrow at 8:15 in the morning. My dad applied for some jobs in New Jersey and wants to know if I want to go with him. I told him I couldn't because that would hurt a lot to move and to be in the same state as Jon. I came home from school today and went in my room and my dad was watching The Wedding Singer. I was just in time to watch the end. I left the room and sat in my sister's room for a little while until I figured it was over.
I get paid today. Hopefully I don't work Friday because I want to go to the mall. We'll see.
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