Aug 21, 2005 18:10
Dear GOD…
God, when I talk to you I feel as if no one is listening…
So maybe you might want to start listening because I have much I want to say.
God why do I care about him?
I am risking myself..
I am losing myself respect…
All I asked was to be loved..
Not destroyed…
Why is this killing me?
God please let me keep him..
God please let him love me forever.
God why are you letting my grandmother suffer?
God please take he up to you golden gates…
God take her pain away.
She doesn’t deserve this….
NO ONE DOES.
God should I surrender.
I need something to keep me going here…
I need something…
God please help brother.
God please take his pain away.
God…
In my closing statements
I need you…
I need you to hear me..
I need HIM
I need some stability..
Forgive me father for I have sinned..
Please do forgive me.
I love you god… sincerely, Holly