mind games

[fallinfrenzies]

Latley my head is playing trickswith my heart.
I feel kinda lost.
i don't know.
Alan and I are good, for the most part.
I just wish I could be everything he needs.
Maybe i am, but don't feel like it.
I think things will ease once i give him a chance.
I want him so badly to be happy.
I hope he is...

but question.....
my past is getting in the way.
I have no idea wtf is going on.

Jesus.
maybe things will get better once i talk to him about it.
Maybe.
hopefully
hmmm

talked to toria last night.. hope i helped.. She helped me.

haven't really talked to alan latley...hes really busy.
guess i have been to..
i just want to talk to him about this mess..

I will..
maybe tonight.
hopefully things will work out magically

anyways.
i have to go to school for drama rehersal..

laters
~holly.