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[fallinfrenzies]

Gosh today was a boring day.... ahhh and alen has not called and i broke up with hunter.....I am not sure what to do if he never calls and i am not the type of girl that just calls guys and then sits and waits for them to call back errrr. i makes me angry ahhh boys make me go crazy i am sooo pissed of at the fact mr. p is prolly going to fail me in P.E. god what an asshole gosh that man is on a fucking power trip from god... ahhh i hate him... i hate p.e. i think it should be banned..... exercise sucks... i like yoga though me and greg talked on the bus today i havent talked to him in awile he and i have been busy i was really busy always talking to steven even look were that got me... NO WERE.. i don't like him like that but the thing is he tottally ditched me for his buddies and it made me angry no one is to good for me or anyone else. except maybe Billy Idol.... I wish i new what to do with the hole alen sitiuation its making me crazy i think its going to make me go up a wall...... I need to talk to mike really bad... i miss him he needs to hurry up and get off phone restricton... When i told him about alen he didn't freak he was really happy for me even though there was a slight hesatation in his voice... hmmm but whatever he can think what he wants and have feelings for who he wants i just have been throught sooo much with mike...
We will be okay though hes on of my best guy friends... he such a nice kid i swear there is not a mean bone in his body..

well i must leave now toria i love u i think u are the greatest