May 01, 2005 14:19
I am not sure if its working
and am thinking u feel the same
I fell kinda awkward when i talk to you
Little did i know this was going to happen
i have been talking to him for awile
i just kinda think hes great
He makes me feel so special
We talk for hours about music
and not just stupid gossip
i think hes the one for me right now
i never believed in mr right
but he seems like my mr right now
he is great
i am sorry if this hurts
you but i was never really into you
i just kinda was desprite
but i guess you were to
i hope you understand this is more about me
than u
i can't live that lie anymore
i just hope you understand i can't stick to one place
i hope you understand
forever in love
with herself
and her issues
maybe it will make more sense
in the morning
maybe just maybe
i feel kinda empty right now...
i am one of those people hat don't think about the glass being half empty
the glass is just half full
i don't understand my doubts
i don't get why i cant stay with one person
i don't get my need to feel loved
but me never loving the other
i guess there just thought to ponder over while
i guess i might just forget u
or maybe i won't
maybe i will just fall into a black hole or i will stay here for no
reason and live a life with no meaning
WHY THE FUCK DO I ALLWAYS CARE
WHAT THE FUCK EVER I AM DONE
i am done for now