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well life is slightly better
i now have a date for prom =) greg and i are making brandon take me
friday night they came over for dinner and then to work on their business cards
my parents completely loved greg and brandon. and thankgod for greg and breaking the ice otherwise it would have been really quiet all night long. (and yes greg the burgers were awesome lol) after dinner we worked in the Replay Audio Business cards. they look awesome! im proud of myself. if nebody knows sumbody thinking about puttin a system in their car ask me for a card, these guys do an amazing job at a great price. they can also put security systems in. but neway i think there were a few moments throughout the night that deserve to be mentioned. first was when greg found out brandon wasnt takin me to prom nemore. he kinda pushed so brandon is now taking me =). the next was when greg went to get his cake. brandon asked me to stand up for a minute. he gave me a nice long sweet hug! i could have melted in his arms when he did that. and then later he came back from his smoke break and greg was still up front with my parents, he put his arm around me and pulled me in so i was leaning into him. he gave me a kiss on the forehead =) and then when he got ready to leave he gave me a hug again....now if only hed actually ask if we could get back together....
and whats sad is with as much as we still talk and the way we still are around eachother...the amount of shit we still go and do just the two of us...the fact that he still pays when we go out...the hugs...were basically dating just without the making out and other benefits...it pisses me off...i want him back...i mean im doing ok with being his friend. it doesnt bother me so much nemore but then he does certain things or were just sitting there or whatever and it bothers me cuz i want to hold his hand or give him a kiss...just be with him...
and if he doesnt want to get back together i guess thats his choice, its just gonna take awhile for me to get used to the new us....
and then on the other hand u have "my best friend"...i dont actually know where we stand either, as apparently i was lied to and im not really feeling very loving right now. im not going into details, she can figure out what im talking about on her own. she should have a pretty good idea of what it involves
well im gonna go get around. i need to finish some work on my internal assesment for business and then brandon wants to go do sumthin. i hate the time changes, specially this one.
later all!
nic
i now have a date for prom =) greg and i are making brandon take me
friday night they came over for dinner and then to work on their business cards
my parents completely loved greg and brandon. and thankgod for greg and breaking the ice otherwise it would have been really quiet all night long. (and yes greg the burgers were awesome lol) after dinner we worked in the Replay Audio Business cards. they look awesome! im proud of myself. if nebody knows sumbody thinking about puttin a system in their car ask me for a card, these guys do an amazing job at a great price. they can also put security systems in. but neway i think there were a few moments throughout the night that deserve to be mentioned. first was when greg found out brandon wasnt takin me to prom nemore. he kinda pushed so brandon is now taking me =). the next was when greg went to get his cake. brandon asked me to stand up for a minute. he gave me a nice long sweet hug! i could have melted in his arms when he did that. and then later he came back from his smoke break and greg was still up front with my parents, he put his arm around me and pulled me in so i was leaning into him. he gave me a kiss on the forehead =) and then when he got ready to leave he gave me a hug again....now if only hed actually ask if we could get back together....
and whats sad is with as much as we still talk and the way we still are around eachother...the amount of shit we still go and do just the two of us...the fact that he still pays when we go out...the hugs...were basically dating just without the making out and other benefits...it pisses me off...i want him back...i mean im doing ok with being his friend. it doesnt bother me so much nemore but then he does certain things or were just sitting there or whatever and it bothers me cuz i want to hold his hand or give him a kiss...just be with him...
and if he doesnt want to get back together i guess thats his choice, its just gonna take awhile for me to get used to the new us....
and then on the other hand u have "my best friend"...i dont actually know where we stand either, as apparently i was lied to and im not really feeling very loving right now. im not going into details, she can figure out what im talking about on her own. she should have a pretty good idea of what it involves
well im gonna go get around. i need to finish some work on my internal assesment for business and then brandon wants to go do sumthin. i hate the time changes, specially this one.
later all!
nic