fake it like you matter-thats a secret we can both keep
spring break really sucks, its boring and im still alittle sick. :(
okay well this may sound like i have issues or that im completely attached and need help but i really miss nick, i wish he would come home tomorrow, but hes not gonna be home till next sunday :( hes in flordia for all of you that didnt know. it really sucks, i dont know maybe i am to attached, but is that such a bad thing if i am?
well yesterday i was watching lifetime for women, i always do that when were on break for all of you who didnt know, well around 1ish they have movies on,i love them, and one of the movies on yesterday was The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story, and it was really sad just watching it, i mean it made me realize that the world is full of back stabbing people. i mean i dont get how the person that supposely loves you can kill you and have a affair with another women at the same time could do that to someone especially after they marry them and are about to have to give birth to their child. it made me sad, i mean i just hope that the person that says they love me would never do anything like that to me. it just didnt make sense to me, how that person could do that, i dont know, maybe the world is a horrible place full of drama, and just a bunch of lying two faced people that you cant trust. well that deff. made me think.
Happy Easter! today was so hectic, i was about to kill someone in my family today, they were just getting me really mad. im so glad i left when i did, me and my cousin had this brillant idea and for once it actually worked so now im at her house for the night, well i was here so far her grandpa give her some coins, and she rolled them and counted them and she had 86.75, yeah, well were spilting it, and me and her might go to the mall tomorrow: ) yay!
i was so happy today i was talking to my cousin on how my mother is psycho about the whole Nick thing and she felt bad so she was like here call nick, so i did, i was really happy that i got to talk to him. i love him greatly :)
i got the Matchbook Romance cd in my easter basket today with a bunch of candy, except i already lost the cd :/ greaatt yeah well, idk if ill be updating alot over break, so if i dont. i hope everyone has a fun/safe break and ill see you next Monday when we return to school, thats if i dont see you over the break.
later gators!