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Apr 28, 2004 00:48

digging deeper in my hole
moving along with nowhere to go
strait to melt is where im going
waiting would be ruining
i wont want this in the morning

my minds fading smoothly
with the drawing of pictures in the ground
when the sun hits me, i see...
you stole my heart without a sound

the look of disappointment on your face
acting like everything i gave im a disgrace
feeling empty from the words you say
gutted, laying on a tray

im hurt and im still sorry
i cant get over everything to bring me worry
this dont bother you the way i do
things are clear and true

its your show not mine
i had my time to shine
i shared it with you
you love the spot light
i loved you right?

tears dont mean a thing with you at the door
i cant tell when theres no more
my last breath has come and gone
i had enough just till dawn

beating of a heart
staining of a floor
when a bullet hits it mark
you can bet ill be sore

there he is playing his games
focusing on all my sins
the story of love has no name
what i wrote i began at the end

anyways... i feel kinda bad today! I was so happy that hayley talked to me but i was kinda mean to her. She dosent understand that theres nothing more i want in the world then to hold her heart like she held mine. I wanted to say sorry so many times ,i felt like a ass, but i dont want to feel like this anymore. I realize that ill never be over her that scares me. I dont want to get over her that scares me even more. I was so mad in love with this girl that she still makes me smile even though she left me, thats crazy! I miss every thing about her even when she was mean to me i wish i had her back so bad.... right now i hate myself.
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