Sep 25, 2004 19:48
im just letting somethings of my chest so dont feel obligated to comment...
i dont know it must be the weather because all i can think of is you and how you left... but i dont have anymore tears to cry because ive already given, given them up to you along with the many sleepless nights left thinking of you, and what we could have been ... instead you gave up and let go, left me ... your so superfical, you put on an act for everyone but you let your gaurd down for me ... it started withone drunken kiss, but it turned into so much more ... you unknowingly stole my heart with each and ever glance you gave me, but now i cant even bare to look at you beacause all i see in you is me, us, what we were, what we lost ...
i cant blame this entirely on you, maybe if i just told you how i really felt, maybe if i just told you, i would be in your arms right ... but i didnt and i wont ... i wont because everyime i build up the courage too ... i look at you and fall, i couldnt bear to lose you, so i continue to bit my tounge because if i cant have you, i can still have this incredible friendship ... a friendship that is so much more if you would just open your eyes to the fact that no one will ever love you the way i will
when i said forever love, i meant i will always love you, regardless if your killing me
maybe if i just told...