Aug 22, 2005 17:29
So basically..
my life sucks.. work is gettin to b a pain the managers r assholes, I screw up one time on a carry out and not even that big and everytime something goes wrong they look at me!
I miss Vinny he was nice to me.. but he had to go to albania for a while so now the only nice managers that r there r dave and tom and I don't work with them too much!
I love katie she is so much fun to work with.. I feel bad for adam cuz he likes her but can't b with her for sum unknown reasons..
It was soo funny the other day I was got off work early and I went into the back and changed and ordered food, Erik comes by and is like you look so good u have amazing style and blah blah blah sayin how cute my make-up was and what not!
I swear it I love that guy!!
He was like if I wasn't gay I would so date you!
That was the cutest thing anyone said to me! lol
I dont wanna quit my job but its just so stressful at times!
Anyways yea Ken is gone and it sucks so bad I miss him like crazy!!
I'm such a good girlfriend.. on sat I made him brownies so he would have them for the trip up there and I got him presents and what not! I love him so much!
He is so cute tho.. things that were said b4 he left! I can't wait!! Basically its gonna b awesome..
Last nite he said the most romantic thing in the world and I swear I started to cry! I can't wait until he comes home.. UNOFFICIALLY!!!! I LOVE YOU KEN!!
Basically I'm thinkin about changin my major but idk how to go about it.. jus so schoolin is shorter and I have to spend less money..
I'm thinkin a couple years at Macomb and get a degree in biology and then go to NIT and take massage therapy. It would be a lot less schooling and a lot sooner I could be with a special person!!
My papa thinks I'm cheating myself and not going for my full potantial but this is what I want to do the only reason I wanted to do PT was because of the money and thats never good so MT would be a better choice cuz I enjoy it a lot.. enough about that
I really miss my friends, I was just thinkin about how last year this time was so much fun.. but I'm not close with the same people I was back then.. I seen some at the football scrimage and I was like what the hell happened?
Why can't we get over it and be friends again? but I guess they don't care too much, I am prolly goin to try to talk to them when school starts.. if they even care to listen.. I just feel so alone sometimes and now that Ken is gone its really true..
well enough of me complaining I'm gonna go eat something.. but its not like anyone really reads this anyways..
Later Loves!