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Sticks and stones may break my bones, but school is killing me slowly. I'm have a headache. I'm exhausted. I'm overwhelmed. I feel like Humpty Dumpty sitting on the freaking wall - wobbling back and forth holding on for dear life before my classes shoot me down with end of semester work. I cannot crack is all I know.
I'm ready for a break, a lonnnnng break. I hate complaining but live journal is too good of a place not to. I easier to write it all down than punch a wall or something. And i bring the complaints on myself. I could be doing something productive right now but fuck it.
Clubs are being dropped and I'm saying no to whoever asks me to do or join anything. I'm done trying to impress the world. Its time to do what really needs to be done and start taking care of myself. (So I say right now, wait til tomorrow when I change my mind)
So for now its time to drop some of things I'm carrying in order to balance myself on that wall. Or else the kings men will need to put me back together again and I'd rather avoid that. Time to start living a different fairy tale.
I'm ready for a break, a lonnnnng break. I hate complaining but live journal is too good of a place not to. I easier to write it all down than punch a wall or something. And i bring the complaints on myself. I could be doing something productive right now but fuck it.
Clubs are being dropped and I'm saying no to whoever asks me to do or join anything. I'm done trying to impress the world. Its time to do what really needs to be done and start taking care of myself. (So I say right now, wait til tomorrow when I change my mind)
So for now its time to drop some of things I'm carrying in order to balance myself on that wall. Or else the kings men will need to put me back together again and I'd rather avoid that. Time to start living a different fairy tale.