umm .. bored *

May 17, 2004 21:46

hey kidz * today was just an alright monday [ i was super tired tho cuz i was up all night last night cuz i had a million thingsz on my mind ) 0k yea so i had like 20,Ooo thinqsz on my mind from bam to sean to this weekend to school to everything else you could think of *

the day :

1] computer applicationsz ; talked to lexx and did shit on the computer
2] college biology ; took some notes and talked to andrea and nicole
3] spaniish ; reviewed and talked about some movie
4] lunch ; food _ nuff sed = )
5] enqlish ; read romeo and juliet <3
6] qymm ; pickleball - boring *
7] math ; ditto *
8] social studies ; went over the notes

0k so the highlight of my day : me and qianna were walkin to qym as usual and we were walking through the cafeteria and we saw michael * and qianna almost started cryin cuz he was drinking his milk and he was beinq so adorable and qianna was like almost in tearsz and she was like omq how cute is he ! hahah [ she`sz so funny ) then we were like histerical laughing cuz she was almost crying and then we couldn't stop laughing and then during gym she went to the nurse and he was in there and she almost started crying again * how funny is this girl ?!

so yea today i think i got in another fight with sean but i`m not sure if it was a fight or if it was just an arguement within the fight ? who knowsz?! i mean seriously i would love to know what i did to suddenly make him hate me after a a year of being friendsz he decides to tell me now that he hates me and he alwaysz has [ i dont know what thatsz all about ) but seriously like he doesnt know what he means to me and obviously he doesn`t care so i dont know why i do but i do becuz that`sz just how i am and god forbid something happened to him tomorrow i would be there in a flash even though he hates me right now i would still be there for him cuz that`sz how much i care. . oo well maybie he will read this and comment and realize how i feel and apoloqize to me for beinq a jerk [ dare to dream = (

well i dont know how i feel about bam but i wanna know how he feelsz i think ? but i dont know would it be better for me to just ignore it and be friendsz or like desperatly wanna hookup with him * i dont know but i know that he probably doesnt like me or have an interest in me and if he does i would love to know about becuz i might take alexa`sz advice and hookup with someone new even though i do like bam a lot [ u should see my phone - jess knowsz wat i mean ) but still i dont know [ help me figure out what to do * ahhhhh ! ]

well i`m qoin byee <33 xo0x
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