in case you were wondering
he's amazing. we're amazing. i'm happy, even though things are like this. i'm so taken by surprise.
and i miss renee. this isn't my life. in my life, best friends don't just flee the state without saying goodbye. oh wait, my life has never made sense.
i'm happier than i've been in awhile. i feel so... un-stressed right now. and i have things to look forward to and just... yeah. i've gotten what i wanted and at this very moment things are going to be okay. wee.