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it's me vs. me.
i'm threatened by what i feel are my own limitations.
i am angry at myself for not having the ability to overcome obstacles at work. i am angry at myself for not gaining that respect.
i want to better myself. i want to get myself ahead.
if i hold such a passionate and strong desire to overcome these hurdles i have set for myself, why do i find myself tripping?
why is there always this lurking doubt?
its a constant aching to live up to everyone's expectations of me.
but i can't do that if i can't do it for myself.
it's not like i expected to float through these obstacles.
why can't i say
i can do this.
i'm threatened by what i feel are my own limitations.
i am angry at myself for not having the ability to overcome obstacles at work. i am angry at myself for not gaining that respect.
i want to better myself. i want to get myself ahead.
if i hold such a passionate and strong desire to overcome these hurdles i have set for myself, why do i find myself tripping?
why is there always this lurking doubt?
its a constant aching to live up to everyone's expectations of me.
but i can't do that if i can't do it for myself.
it's not like i expected to float through these obstacles.
why can't i say
i can do this.