May 05, 2004 22:48
holy shits.. long time no update.. ha.. o0o well who cares
i changed my icon.. what ya think? ..and yes, he is proposing!.. hahaha jk.. not yet ;).. but that was right before prom and hes putting my little flowert thing on.. aww how cute! lol <3
im not going to sit here and type everything that happened since then.. but i'll tell ya about prom..
yes well it was a blast let me tell ya... haha not.. prom itself kinda sucked.. i mean, it was alright.. me and derek always know how to have fun wherever we are though, so it wasnt that bad.. after prom was better.. me, derek, grace, kat, trish, and their dates all got a motel room haha o0o man.. it was fun.. i especially loved being able to wake up next to derek in the morning <33 ..so that morning, we all left at like 7:30 AM!!.. god that sucked.. and there was weed all over the friggin bathroom haha.. anyway, me and derek went out to breakfast at the atlantis diner.. sooo good!.. then me and him went back to his house and slept til like 12.. i loved it.. and being with him <33
okay so that was prom! ..now ill just skip over everything else and go to...
today.. it was alright.. kinda had a bad day during school.. my school is soo friggin depressing its pissing me off.. why do people have to do the things they do and ruin their lives??.. im not going to mention anything more in here incase it might affend anyone or something?...
yah and ive been thinking and worrying alot about something lately.. but i dont want to talk about it.. i just hope everything is ok..
so after school i went to derek's of course! :) ..we just hung out, took a nap, watched TV.. i got surf taco, mmmm.. watched some more tv, and just layed down.. and yah it was just amazing like always.. i seriously can never get sick of him.. i love him soo much its the best feeling ever.. i hope this never ends and we are together FOREVER <3 <3 <3
well its time for bed.. goodnight
I Love You Soooo Much Derek!! You Have No Idea!!!!!!!!!!