update
well i feel like i am moving
moving not too fast
but some movement is still movement
many choices, some i have overcome some have failed.
therapy, good or bad, can complain about anything and they wont think less of me because the money out of my pocket assures me
dreams haunt my everyday life
i cant get over why i have these feelings
supress them they might go away?
or act on them and fuck more things up
maybe just talk to someone and let it all out
try as i may i cant fight this feeling that i have
art lets me free
so many ideas and so little time
mergle is my soulmate in animal form
always there to lend a shoulder to cry on and is soft and furry
he listens and never complains, just gets hungry
he loves corn pops!
misti. the only star in my sky...
i feel as though as time goes on my sky will xpand
and new stars will form
or old ones will come in
might get a vehilce to flee from home
but the fear of cars will never subside
will i be able to drive, be able to live
i havbe to talk to the ones i wish to talk to
they might not be aroung tomorrow
quartz calms me
i found it by accident
now i kno i have a calmness in me i can hacve
work makes me happy
happy am i
plus i love spaghtti
i am sad that i recognize strangers on the street from work and i know what they order
bring on the bread
the one i9 love i hate love to suffocate
well i followed the yellow brick road
moving not too fast
but some movement is still movement
many choices, some i have overcome some have failed.
therapy, good or bad, can complain about anything and they wont think less of me because the money out of my pocket assures me
dreams haunt my everyday life
i cant get over why i have these feelings
supress them they might go away?
or act on them and fuck more things up
maybe just talk to someone and let it all out
try as i may i cant fight this feeling that i have
art lets me free
so many ideas and so little time
mergle is my soulmate in animal form
always there to lend a shoulder to cry on and is soft and furry
he listens and never complains, just gets hungry
he loves corn pops!
misti. the only star in my sky...
i feel as though as time goes on my sky will xpand
and new stars will form
or old ones will come in
might get a vehilce to flee from home
but the fear of cars will never subside
will i be able to drive, be able to live
i havbe to talk to the ones i wish to talk to
they might not be aroung tomorrow
quartz calms me
i found it by accident
now i kno i have a calmness in me i can hacve
work makes me happy
happy am i
plus i love spaghtti
i am sad that i recognize strangers on the street from work and i know what they order
bring on the bread
the one i9 love i hate love to suffocate
well i followed the yellow brick road