tell it like it is
all io do is wonder why ali hates me, why i was discarded like a unwanted animal. i feel so alona and afraid. if i have no friends there are less things to keep me here. but i have a job i will diverting my attention to. i guess life can always get worse.
i got my 1st paycheck yesterday. guess who already has it spent. but dont freak out it was only 44 dollars to begin with. i got a lotof shit for it so i am pleased. i got some clearance clothes from the wretched hottopic, but i got to chat with koko. and whoever told me the retarded rumor of her cutting the black widow out and eating is insane and should mbe shot, but she thought it was quite amusing.she is real nice.\
i have made some new aquaintances at work this week. i really liike these girls named ashley, amy, and jessica. jessica is one of my managers and ialso like amber but i already knew her. hopefully a friendship will develop out of one of them and i can quit being sad.
me and addison are good, he gets upset how i am always upset, but hell get over it. at least he helps me when i am in need. arent friends supposed to be friends when you need them most? i think some people dont kno that.
i went into withdrawl the other day , mom forgot again to get me an appointment again.
mergle is banned from the house now..... i will have to cry myself to sleep from now on... i am devastated.
well off to play with brooklyn and david.
i got my 1st paycheck yesterday. guess who already has it spent. but dont freak out it was only 44 dollars to begin with. i got a lotof shit for it so i am pleased. i got some clearance clothes from the wretched hottopic, but i got to chat with koko. and whoever told me the retarded rumor of her cutting the black widow out and eating is insane and should mbe shot, but she thought it was quite amusing.she is real nice.\
i have made some new aquaintances at work this week. i really liike these girls named ashley, amy, and jessica. jessica is one of my managers and ialso like amber but i already knew her. hopefully a friendship will develop out of one of them and i can quit being sad.
me and addison are good, he gets upset how i am always upset, but hell get over it. at least he helps me when i am in need. arent friends supposed to be friends when you need them most? i think some people dont kno that.
i went into withdrawl the other day , mom forgot again to get me an appointment again.
mergle is banned from the house now..... i will have to cry myself to sleep from now on... i am devastated.
well off to play with brooklyn and david.