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[fallentozero]

Alot hashappened in the past coupleof days to where i dont know what to do anymore. I have alot of friends at jordan and i really dont want to leave, then on the other hand i dont think i can take it here anymore. Ive done everything i can to make my parents happy but they still just find something new to yell at me about. This time its because i want to find a better job. I hate it at my job so I put in my 2 weeks and my mom exploded on me. Hell, how does it effect her. My mom wants me to be just like my sister, well before she got knocked up and dropped out of collage. I even had to let my stepdad borrow money because he has like 8 kids and all his money goes to there child support. And he just sits back and says stuff like" oh im a cop youdont need to smart off at me" a cop of fucking morris alabama woopdy freaking doo. And As of my friends there the only thing keeping me here and latly its not helping me much. I mean ive changed alot since last year, im nice to the people that i know probably hates me and i dont talk about people like i use to and ive actually doing good in school. But all of that doesnt really matter to anyone , my parents, my friends anyone. So i dont know what to do anymore. Maybe i do need to leave maybe the people of Mortimer JOrdan high school doesntwant me there anymore and maybe the people in this house dont either. Well to everybody that has been here for me thank you for being good friends and I appreciate it. Thanks for everything.

Summers gone and past
thats were i saw you last
When we were together and everything was right
We would stay up talking on the phone all night

But now all thats over
It all happened O so quickly
I thought it was forever
But you left me so swiftly

the music is playing over again....the same song