Step Out
How is it that, one moment you can feel 100% whole and complete and the next so empty? Why are there so many questions in life and whose say counts? Do you listen to what everyone else says, or follow to the beat of your own drum? Do you know what's just difficult about growing up?
Knowing there is a right way. Knowing there are right decisions. Knowing you are going to do the right thing.
Knowing that by doing the right thing, you have to risk hurting other people. Not just other people, people that matter to you. People who you care about.
I thought there was some flaw in this design. One which makes it so entirely unclear to decide what to do. One where it's not as simple as you'd like to think it was. Thinking about things, and trying so hard to come to a medium where nobody gets hurt, nobody questions anything and there are no more 'if, buts and why's'
Sometimes, you're just supposed to give up. Even though you never did anything wrong. Sometimes, time isn't on your side and you have to do it the hard way. Maybe the hardest step is seeing it, that way. Then the plan is back on track. Then we can see the big picture and leave the conglomerated mess of emotions behind because you don't have to worry about them anymore. What you left behind was supposed to be left undone. Because it's not meant to be. And there's something more out there. Something bigger. Something better. Something you have to leave yourself open to and not be afraid of, because otherwise you might miss it.
And maybe.
That's alright.
Knowing there is a right way. Knowing there are right decisions. Knowing you are going to do the right thing.
Knowing that by doing the right thing, you have to risk hurting other people. Not just other people, people that matter to you. People who you care about.
I thought there was some flaw in this design. One which makes it so entirely unclear to decide what to do. One where it's not as simple as you'd like to think it was. Thinking about things, and trying so hard to come to a medium where nobody gets hurt, nobody questions anything and there are no more 'if, buts and why's'
Sometimes, you're just supposed to give up. Even though you never did anything wrong. Sometimes, time isn't on your side and you have to do it the hard way. Maybe the hardest step is seeing it, that way. Then the plan is back on track. Then we can see the big picture and leave the conglomerated mess of emotions behind because you don't have to worry about them anymore. What you left behind was supposed to be left undone. Because it's not meant to be. And there's something more out there. Something bigger. Something better. Something you have to leave yourself open to and not be afraid of, because otherwise you might miss it.
And maybe.
That's alright.