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I remember thinking profound thoughts in November and December, some in April and also hating where I was at, writing because I had no way to confront the fears of facing my problems other than to type and shut it away. I wonder now, if livejournal is worth keeping for me, and why I keep it, who I write to and who hears me. I'm over a certain growth period in my life, one which required an outlet and livejournal was the first one that came up. And then I think about what I'd write and how everyone always says that livejournal is so angsty and It is. I'm growing farther from people on here and then it becomes this fragment of days I spend on here and myspace and facebook. I love customizing and thats about it. I'm on hold for now guys. I'm on this little road...in my head. Traveling w/ a few people who are close to me and maybe thats the way it should be. Not an internet hideaway and something to hold me back in where I'm headed. I guess now, there are some real people I can go to. I'll no doubt be back in a few months though.