Big Decisions Ahead..
So I went through the Marriott interviews this past weekend. It was 2 days and my first night I did awesome!! It was this reception thing and I was so on!! haha The next day though, my interview went terrible and I left feeling so miserable. The next few days I pretty much just moped around because I was sure I would not get a job. They said we would hear something in 2 weeks.
TUESDAY: I felt really sick and even called into work. As I was sleeping, the phone rang and for some reason I just knew it was Marriott. Turns out they want me.. but in Nashville. The one guy who interviewed me really likes me and works at the Nashville Airport hotel. He was really impressed and wants me to come on board as an assistant front desk manager.
Now a million and one thoughts are running through my head. Am I ready for this huge of a position?? Can I move away that far?? This is amazing!! Tenneessee!!?
I dont know what to do! And they told me I had until TODAY to make my final decision.
It is crazy because I honestly thought I wouldnt even get a position and now I have people going after me! Its all happening so soon and I am so scared and confused.
I know its stupid, but the past few days have been mostly filled with tears and lack of sleep. I just wake up randomly in the middle of the night bawling because I am scared and confused. I dont know if I am ready to live on my own, yet alone live alone that far away from my family and everything I know.
I told them I couldn't give them a decision yet, so now I have until Monday. I really don't know what to do. It would be a great opportunity and an amazing salary, I just dont think I could live that far away. If I say no, they will try to find me another location that best suits my needs, but nothing might ever become available. Its a tough call and now I have a few more nights of restless sleep and crying before I have to make my final decision.
TUESDAY: I felt really sick and even called into work. As I was sleeping, the phone rang and for some reason I just knew it was Marriott. Turns out they want me.. but in Nashville. The one guy who interviewed me really likes me and works at the Nashville Airport hotel. He was really impressed and wants me to come on board as an assistant front desk manager.
Now a million and one thoughts are running through my head. Am I ready for this huge of a position?? Can I move away that far?? This is amazing!! Tenneessee!!?
I dont know what to do! And they told me I had until TODAY to make my final decision.
It is crazy because I honestly thought I wouldnt even get a position and now I have people going after me! Its all happening so soon and I am so scared and confused.
I know its stupid, but the past few days have been mostly filled with tears and lack of sleep. I just wake up randomly in the middle of the night bawling because I am scared and confused. I dont know if I am ready to live on my own, yet alone live alone that far away from my family and everything I know.
I told them I couldn't give them a decision yet, so now I have until Monday. I really don't know what to do. It would be a great opportunity and an amazing salary, I just dont think I could live that far away. If I say no, they will try to find me another location that best suits my needs, but nothing might ever become available. Its a tough call and now I have a few more nights of restless sleep and crying before I have to make my final decision.