Nov 11, 2003 04:26
more airplay...
this is actually transmitted waves through the air. not the fist time but any time is more than how many i had before. it's odd...i don't know. it's kind of like having fans. i mean. honestly. just think. you think...you really from the bottom of your heart think you aren't worth a fucking damn. in any way. you could die and the world would be just the same if not better. and you have people saying "i will push you as hard as i can," and "you are going to be the next big thing in idm" and "dude your music is so fucking good...how did you _______" and you get fan mail and you impress girls and there are people who want to release your album...i dunno. i never know what to think about it. there are people in the world who think i'm worth a shit. and it's alienating but it's comforting at the same time. i don't know. you want the truth? i'll give you the truth
i'm drunk. i like bonding. i miss ______________ [ name it ]
sometimes it feels really good to breathe. i could breathe for the rest of my life and be just fine with it.