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today was so good :) i dragged jkim to the viaducts with me alex pete and dan and she jumped! quite a few times, actually. it was a perfect day for jumping and the sun was real warm and the water was really nice. perfect way to kick off summer. :D
( you know i couldn't do this without posting the pics )
( you know i couldn't do this without posting the pics )
boy, i hope this is your email address, because i really want to you get this. it was either this or the fallenstar one. anyway, i just woke up, took a shower and listened to your voice message. i woke up this morning and i thought "i hope i get to talk to tonya before i go" and how i wouldn't talk to you for four days. even though we've probably gone something like four days without talking, i just feel much farther in maine. you know? yeah. you do. (lol). anyway, i was just expecting the voicemail from justin, because it was midnight ish and he usually doesn't sleep much, and i didn't know you remembered i was leaving today. but i heard your voice and i was like "whoa, that's not justin!" and there you were, sleepy-sounding and intricate listening. it was nice. i was really happy to get a message from you, really, i was. it was just, i don't know, important to me, or something. i really love you, is what i'm trying to say, as if we haven't established this throughout our two-going-on-three-year-friendship. which is actually a long time to stay this close to one person, now that i think about it. and i value it and you so much. you are the loveliest girl i know, conventionally and unconventionally.
[for easier reading, i decided to create a paragraph break HERE.] lol. you know i thought this summer was going to be so much different. like maybe last summer, or something. but alll it's really been is fast. and you know me, i'm no fast-liver. (liver. err. you know what i mean). i'm just slow, i guess. or something. anyway, i thought i was going to be really alone cause you were going to go to ireland and jenn and jess were going to be gone. and it's too bad that you didn't get to go to ireland, but me and you will go next summer or when we get out of school. visit our ancestry and whatnot. =D and as for jenn and jess, i actually only talked to them once and that's it. but. yeah. this is really off-track by now.
i guess i'm just going to go, and i'm gonna try to go to pine point and i'll feel you from there. conor's not coming back for junior year. i talked to him last night and he sent me some of his summer artwork. anyway, i guess this is where i say "what a year it's going to be" again, and of course it's going to be one of those years. they're always there/here.
point in the matter is I LOVE YOU. and i really do. i can't find my words straight here, but i don't think i need too, cause..i don't know. i see you in a light that i'm not sure many other people do, and i don't mean to sound arrogant, but that's what it's like, i think.
anyway, this is the 2859th time i've tried to end this, so call me/text me if you need me/want me, and we'll talk, big-sister to little-sister style. <3333
love,
danielle.
ps my sister really likes you. =D
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