Jan 09, 2004 17:18
So John left about 2 hours ago. :*(
Yeah. I cried all the way down 40 and probably almost got into several accidents. I've been trying not to think about it since then. I don't want to be moping all weekend. But I already miss him so much...
Yesterday was the year anniversary to Ben's passing. :*(
Yeah. Yesterday was pretty emotional. I almost lost it when Nicole sang You'll Never Walk Alone at the memorial service. She seemed really distant with me at the service. I don't know if it was just her reacting to the day, or if it was because of me.
So much crying this week. I do not like it.
Ok... happy news!
I was cast to sing Goodbye Until Tomorrow for the MT portion of Director's Showcase! So I will be in DS for both nights. I'm excited.
Ok. Time to chill... then go to the gym. :)