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Sigh.
I'm almost to the point of being burned out. But I'm holding on for one more week. One last week then relaxation.
I'm glad that I haven't peaked yet though. I feel like this week for the show should be my best. And that's very happy.
I feel really lonely a lot of the time though. All I've been doing is running around doing stuff for the show. At rehearsals, I'm constantly by myself because I'm always on stage (I know that doesn't make sense, but it does). I don't have time to socialize. I'm never with the same people for longer than 5 minutes for a scene. And then I get all crazy when we break because Ms. H is an idiot. I come home, usually just to go sleep. Or do work. Or work on stuff for the show.
The only thing really social I've done in the past week was my Thursday night dinner with Maria, Eddie, Matt, and Katie at Double T. That was nice. But I got in trouble when I got home so they kind of cancel out. Oh! I also got coffee on Friday with James and Hannah. That was nice, but too short :(
Yesterday, I emptied my room. Threw away a lot of stuff. Have 3 boxs of stuff to store in the basement. I'm not quite done, but I'm getting there. It's the first step in moving out of my room. Mom is making it a guest room when I go to PSU. So, one of my desks coming out, we're selling the water bed in exchange for a regular twin bed, and I'm pretty sure I'm taking most of my wall decorations with me to college. So goodbye room, hello... awkwardness.
Oh! Graduation's June 3 at 1pm. I'm excited!
I really should get back to my homework :-\
I'm almost to the point of being burned out. But I'm holding on for one more week. One last week then relaxation.
I'm glad that I haven't peaked yet though. I feel like this week for the show should be my best. And that's very happy.
I feel really lonely a lot of the time though. All I've been doing is running around doing stuff for the show. At rehearsals, I'm constantly by myself because I'm always on stage (I know that doesn't make sense, but it does). I don't have time to socialize. I'm never with the same people for longer than 5 minutes for a scene. And then I get all crazy when we break because Ms. H is an idiot. I come home, usually just to go sleep. Or do work. Or work on stuff for the show.
The only thing really social I've done in the past week was my Thursday night dinner with Maria, Eddie, Matt, and Katie at Double T. That was nice. But I got in trouble when I got home so they kind of cancel out. Oh! I also got coffee on Friday with James and Hannah. That was nice, but too short :(
Yesterday, I emptied my room. Threw away a lot of stuff. Have 3 boxs of stuff to store in the basement. I'm not quite done, but I'm getting there. It's the first step in moving out of my room. Mom is making it a guest room when I go to PSU. So, one of my desks coming out, we're selling the water bed in exchange for a regular twin bed, and I'm pretty sure I'm taking most of my wall decorations with me to college. So goodbye room, hello... awkwardness.
Oh! Graduation's June 3 at 1pm. I'm excited!
I really should get back to my homework :-\