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i feel so detached from reality. so many shitty things are happening around me and I am stuck in statis, watching all the people around me make poor life decisions and fuck themselves in the long run. It's sad. On a happier note, I am fully recovered from my wasting illness. I was wicked sick the weekend before last. I had a fever of 105 which is 2 degrees short of being fatal. I definatly fell down the stairs. I also leaned on jacob in a near delirous state of fevered sickness and ranted at him in my sleep. I am driving for DHL with pat stoddard now, which is a pretty shitty job. The only thing that saves me is occasionally saying something cryptic and encoded into the CB radio and having Pat come right back at me with something even wierder Me "68 to 72, after work we gotta get some BS to GD at the DPPL." Pat "Lets get dead at johnnyvs at 17 before the rounds. We need some BS, talk to the buttsex man"
I gotta leave that job and do something involving children. preferably helping them.
I gotta leave that job and do something involving children. preferably helping them.