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I don't know, I feel like it's time for a change in my life, in a big way. I'm working this go no-where job with Rob Smart, and I'm living at my parents' house. I feel ansy and caged in. What a pointless existance. I'm not -doing- anything. Nothing usefull anyway. I mean, I'm going to school this fall, but I'm still going to be a worthless nothing, a mote, a statistic. I need to stop this. Maybe I'll do something crazy, like buy 2 one-way tickets to Japan or something. Or stop fucking around and maybe imerse myself in the way of Bushido, stop tooling around. Something, anything, that resonates with me. This shallow unengaging life has got to end.