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I wanted to lock myself in the bathroom and cry today. I'm starting to hate newspaper. All of the staff editors look at me like I've never written before. Just because this is my first year on staff doesn't mean I've never written before. Both Katie and Ali know I've written for the past few years, yet they still look down on me. They also ignore
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- From what I know, you are an amazing writer. And if anyone tells you otherwise, they're just jealous.
- This is most important. About how you got attacked. You scared me, even though I know that you are fine now. You made a mistake and I'm sure you feel bad enought about it without me telling you off, so I won't. But I just want you to know that things like this seriously worry me, even though I've never met you face to face. I'm just glad you're okay now.
- From what I get from your LJ, you're very close to your sister, though you argue quite often. Just remember that some people would give the world to have a decent conversation with their own sister, someone to have sock-ball fights with instead of one with fists, someone who would text them in class instead of ignoring the fact that they are related while in school, someone who acted like a normal big sis, instead of causing arguements in every single time we speak.
But I digress. My point is, take your sister for granted. For me, please.
I can't remember anything else to comment on, but if I do, I'll just add another one^^
I love you,
Anila
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>.< I'd say I'm not that good of a writer, but .. I get shushed each time so I'll just say thanks and hug you. Thanks. *hugs*
Unless I decide to kill off my conscious and all other little voices in my head, I'll never get attacked again. Don't be worried about me, Anila. I won't make the same mistake again.
I love my sister, I do, but she knows me better than any one and when she tells me things I don't want to hear, things that hurt me, I want to hate her. It's a stupid thing to do and I shouldn't worry over the petty things, but I do. I'll keep my mouth shut and my opinion to myself - then we'll never argue, or not as much.
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I'm glad you're back, Anila.
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