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Distractions, mindless distractions. fucking tv, internet, games, movies, sports. all of it can better you, but what do we do as human beings. we let ourselfs rott into piles of shit with all these distractions. money to buy them to keep us distracted from what is really important but we over overabuse them as people. dumb us down. to keep us from thinking about our lonley thoughts of existence. is there another rotting corpse out there that thinks and feels like us. will we ever amount to anyhting? what are we going to fucking do with our simple fleeting existence.
JESSICA SIMPSON, MICHAEL JACKSON, POlITICS, MONEY, FAME, fucking distractions of our own lifes we want to live through them, when we have our own simple lives. to live a simple life, to be content. i was on the plane today and someone asked me are republican, or democrat, i said im an american, im a fucking human being god forbid we stand for something united. we always have to pick sides instead united. how about im part of the human race. my opions dont matter. what we do with our lives and we can do to better the next generations is what matters.
lets live in fear, lets put money towards nuclear weapons make thousands of them. enough to blow up the world thousands of times over. god forbid istead of fear we live in acceptance, we live with unity, we live with love. i beleive in protections but not to the extent of having a penis competions over who has the most fucking nukes.
the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. what are the chances of a poor man becoming president compared to a rich man? what is the chances of a poor man starting a multimillion dollor bussess slim 2 none, its possible but he wont have hundreds working for him to figure out the mathetics of createing such a structure.
i was on a plane and a guy got pissed but the vent was putting out air of 78 temp. he fucking pulled out thermonater that little shit to check the air vents cooling, he wanted 60 degrees. anal retentive asshole. and he wanted to speak to a supervisior jsut busting balls people like that need serous mental help cause things are out of control in there life and they cannt accept the the fact they dont have control, human beings will never have control over there own lifes or others its fucking impossible. there the ones who make the nukes. there the ones who run for president just cuase, on rare occasions we get a person who wants to stand for good, peace, and unity. but fucking wait you need money for such a position, to control life, to have control to have distractions. its pathetic it makes me sick. fuck you i hope u choke on 78 degree air.
a 16 yr old girl was sentence to death for fighting back against 5 rapists in before i say where i want u 2 think about that happening in your town. well it was iran...so far away out of site out of minds its human nature, right, tell yourself that.
fuck justice, its a women with many faces, i have seen it smirking betraying me. where is the justice for the 16 yr old girl you fucking whore. thats right justice you are a whore, she isnt. sad isnt. the only way to stop such things is istead of playing police man is 2 do what we did when it came to unjust acts, anarchy, rebel thats what we did in the civil war, thats what we did in the revolutionary war. every country has done it. but we want to keep a balace sometimes the only balace in the unbalance. fucking chaos. there is beauty in chao, sex is chaos the rearranging of bodys in a dance to create new life. sometimes rebirth is needed. every country goes through it. our country is only a little over 200 yrs old and we have gone through many changes, evolutionary ones. evolutions is chaos, chaos creates order. order creates chaos.
im not suggesting anything but to educate oneself. to feel and to know. i feel like we are become dumbed down as a society. heres a test go look up a big work in the dictionary and ask a person on the st what it means. its funny a hundred yrs a go the english language was proper and educated, slang existed but thats how new words come to exist. but words overly used like the world "like" make me sick and make me feel like somone scooped out my frontel loub. my grammer sucks. lol. theres an example. educate yourself prepare to see innovative future. goverments have always tryed to dumb down there nations look at china look at the soviet union look at the south during the slave rebellion when they burned books and wouldnt allow blacks to marry, it makes me sick. dumb the down. we are raising the bar on education but yet doesnt it make u wonder that possible the goverment will try something. heres a fact. bush cut back on no child left behind act, something to better teh future so he could pay for a war in a iraq, our childrens learning. arent americas children education worth more then a war?
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fuck everything. Give me a distraction a walking corpse by myside with few things in common other then good looks that of a super model all still in plastic rapping of a perfect doll, my fucking maggot rotting mind numbing censored tv, blood and gore games cause its in our nature to love chaos and lock me in a room, in turn fucking myself.
im going to sleep now, cuase thats what we all are good at it. there are bits of happyness scattered like fairy dust if u beleive in that. have faith in love itself. i do. well thanks for listening to this rant, but go out and live life. you probly just waited 5 minutes reading this garbage.do somehting with your life. y? cause i give a damn about u the reader. hate me, love me. ill do the same. now off to a pillow, a hard bottle of alchol, and some ciggerates. its no fucking constent thing but its a good distraction. :)
p.s i had the best night of my life tontie saw some of my freinds. ive missed them. it feels good to be back in this raw wriggling city of boston. home doesnt feel like home anymore though...just a place to put my hat, its the people in it that make it so great...same thing goes about life. sweet dreams readers.
JESSICA SIMPSON, MICHAEL JACKSON, POlITICS, MONEY, FAME, fucking distractions of our own lifes we want to live through them, when we have our own simple lives. to live a simple life, to be content. i was on the plane today and someone asked me are republican, or democrat, i said im an american, im a fucking human being god forbid we stand for something united. we always have to pick sides instead united. how about im part of the human race. my opions dont matter. what we do with our lives and we can do to better the next generations is what matters.
lets live in fear, lets put money towards nuclear weapons make thousands of them. enough to blow up the world thousands of times over. god forbid istead of fear we live in acceptance, we live with unity, we live with love. i beleive in protections but not to the extent of having a penis competions over who has the most fucking nukes.
the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. what are the chances of a poor man becoming president compared to a rich man? what is the chances of a poor man starting a multimillion dollor bussess slim 2 none, its possible but he wont have hundreds working for him to figure out the mathetics of createing such a structure.
i was on a plane and a guy got pissed but the vent was putting out air of 78 temp. he fucking pulled out thermonater that little shit to check the air vents cooling, he wanted 60 degrees. anal retentive asshole. and he wanted to speak to a supervisior jsut busting balls people like that need serous mental help cause things are out of control in there life and they cannt accept the the fact they dont have control, human beings will never have control over there own lifes or others its fucking impossible. there the ones who make the nukes. there the ones who run for president just cuase, on rare occasions we get a person who wants to stand for good, peace, and unity. but fucking wait you need money for such a position, to control life, to have control to have distractions. its pathetic it makes me sick. fuck you i hope u choke on 78 degree air.
a 16 yr old girl was sentence to death for fighting back against 5 rapists in before i say where i want u 2 think about that happening in your town. well it was iran...so far away out of site out of minds its human nature, right, tell yourself that.
fuck justice, its a women with many faces, i have seen it smirking betraying me. where is the justice for the 16 yr old girl you fucking whore. thats right justice you are a whore, she isnt. sad isnt. the only way to stop such things is istead of playing police man is 2 do what we did when it came to unjust acts, anarchy, rebel thats what we did in the civil war, thats what we did in the revolutionary war. every country has done it. but we want to keep a balace sometimes the only balace in the unbalance. fucking chaos. there is beauty in chao, sex is chaos the rearranging of bodys in a dance to create new life. sometimes rebirth is needed. every country goes through it. our country is only a little over 200 yrs old and we have gone through many changes, evolutionary ones. evolutions is chaos, chaos creates order. order creates chaos.
im not suggesting anything but to educate oneself. to feel and to know. i feel like we are become dumbed down as a society. heres a test go look up a big work in the dictionary and ask a person on the st what it means. its funny a hundred yrs a go the english language was proper and educated, slang existed but thats how new words come to exist. but words overly used like the world "like" make me sick and make me feel like somone scooped out my frontel loub. my grammer sucks. lol. theres an example. educate yourself prepare to see innovative future. goverments have always tryed to dumb down there nations look at china look at the soviet union look at the south during the slave rebellion when they burned books and wouldnt allow blacks to marry, it makes me sick. dumb the down. we are raising the bar on education but yet doesnt it make u wonder that possible the goverment will try something. heres a fact. bush cut back on no child left behind act, something to better teh future so he could pay for a war in a iraq, our childrens learning. arent americas children education worth more then a war?
........................................
fuck everything. Give me a distraction a walking corpse by myside with few things in common other then good looks that of a super model all still in plastic rapping of a perfect doll, my fucking maggot rotting mind numbing censored tv, blood and gore games cause its in our nature to love chaos and lock me in a room, in turn fucking myself.
im going to sleep now, cuase thats what we all are good at it. there are bits of happyness scattered like fairy dust if u beleive in that. have faith in love itself. i do. well thanks for listening to this rant, but go out and live life. you probly just waited 5 minutes reading this garbage.do somehting with your life. y? cause i give a damn about u the reader. hate me, love me. ill do the same. now off to a pillow, a hard bottle of alchol, and some ciggerates. its no fucking constent thing but its a good distraction. :)
p.s i had the best night of my life tontie saw some of my freinds. ive missed them. it feels good to be back in this raw wriggling city of boston. home doesnt feel like home anymore though...just a place to put my hat, its the people in it that make it so great...same thing goes about life. sweet dreams readers.