im going down there not to escape my problems i just want a change, im not running away, im going down there start somehting that i didnt finish and i want to finish it. im already in pre production down there, so i have to go anyways. i want to start my film. im coming back up here after 2 yrs for a film degree. yea i want to learn all aspects of the trade i want to do. and what does ur comment have to do with anything i wrote. im not running stine. i understand seeing a psychtrist has worked for u, but i have done that before. u feel perfectly ok. i was just venting in my live journal. i get along fine with people, i have plenty of freinds, but even though i have all theses so called freinds i have never felt so alone. maybe you know what thats like? so heres a question what have i done to you stine, i mean really what have i done? thats wicked cruel please dont give excuses. i havent done anything but be there for you, get hurt by you, and probly made fun of behind my back cuase i remember when it was me and u, and danny used to call and the things u said. so yea. now go tell your jokes to ryan about me, im sure its funny. but you know who i really am, 2 and a half yrs it took you. you know things about me that no one else does, you can twist them to your adventage to make yourself feel better about probly hating me getting annoyed by me. but you know who i really am. you have tseen the good i have down, what i have given, my romantic sides. by the way i miss your fireplace, and the smell cuase i hate gas, i miss the fish, i miss my cat spike and how he used to jump into bed and we would build a fort. i miss neck runs.dont be bitter with me. was i really such a bad bf? did i do such horrible things? or was i something good? we all have our down sides, but if we focus on those we lose site of teh good. i dont hate you, i never could i told you that. your still my best freind and i appreicate the advice. i have kept all my promises we made. have you?
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