Jul 19, 2005 00:23
well. i got home from work. these past few days have been great. i got home from work and was suppose to go on a date to play pool. but yea its 1224 and well i got out of work at like 10 so yea..i feel stood up...i got them yellow roses..and well i dunno...i feel like crap. i have been on a date with them twice recently...like yesterday and 2 days prior. things have been great, we have alot of the same taste. i dunno. i feel kinda well stood up. i like her. i hope she talks to me...these could maybe down the line..be something. im not ready for a relatioship know though...it just doesnt feel rite. i dunno i feel like shit now though...cuase i think i mite have been stood up...the roses are in the fridge. and about to cry. puting my heart on the line again...i dunno...nothing makes sense to me anymore. bla . goin camping for two weeks on this wenday.wont be back till august 1st. well thats it for now. i hope she calls.