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almost went to work, but didnt. went to freinds, didnt go to manray as expected. got drunk, smoked weed. had my mind fucked with in every which way. drank from 11 to 5 in the morning...never again i cannt remember half of it. cryed in the front yard for a hour. she drives, i cry with pictures from wallet. slept over freinds house. got more stupid...that is correct...stupid. so woke up, took shower..no fucking clean shirt...just sweaty beer one..yuuck.....she gave me shirt. me her and her cousin went out, got cheeseburgers...talked about puberty and when we first got it. lol. came back, talked about life and why i sad. got into fight, i walk out angry. go see other freind in cambridge. we got ice cream, it got all over my hands. got chinese food in the secret castle. she liked my smile and siad i give good hugs. we parted...day before that day got hair dye, dyed freinds hair. now i sit. and watch the o.c with ice cream.......cookie dough will make it go away. so much to say....i go to bed now.....sweet dreams.