corrisponding shapes....fallenreliquaryJuly 4 2005, 21:07:05 UTC
do u notice a pattern with you and relationships...think..u try to make them break up with u so the easy work is ok and u dont have to feel bad...u so easly jump into another relationship hopefully that says something to you and to him. about how u regard respect. i mean i know i would have at least waited a week, talk aobut a hudge fuck u and shit...and ohhh yea...keep telling urself ur the victim....ur the one who did all this mean shit...ohhh what mean shit....welll not bothering to tlak to me, breaking a promise that we woudl talk along with others....going away for the fucking weekend to his house..umm yea im sure there other things i dont know about...but yea...u can let that eat u.
....ur smell still covers my bed and clothes....my draws and walls are still full of ur pictures...and my love.........lyes waiting.....
can u smell me...on the sheets and clothes...can u close ur eyes and feel my lips.....do u long for my embrace.....to hold u when u cry....does he comfort you, we could have gone out more and had more fun, sorry i didnt have many freinds to hang out with and a awsome great degree to satify your apittite...yea i fucking hurt....now u can go to him and lay next to him in bed...i have lyed there.....i want u think of me...to wipe ur tears cause i couldnt stand it..no one else did....but hey now he can, he will read this and be like ohhh yea another thing to get her to like me more.....score....is the sex good....when u gaze into his eyes....somehwere do u feel like u betrayed me...does he know your thoughts, when your upset, did he so easly feel the void, does he know who U ARE...the real you, i did i thought, what u like do to do for fun...in someway...i am honestly...glad that he makes u happy...im just fucking immaturly jealous......im in the kitchen im everywhere, in teh hallway...we pickkeed out those sheets on the bed, we picked out that desk.....we picked out that furniture....there is a memory in everything...in your heart...but thats probly a lye..im now replaced by another, someone wears my clothes, sleeps in my spot now im just a shadow..and now u have ur new, a new voice and face...a new possible love(have u said it yet) taking it slow since u got out of 2 yr relationship rite?
u changed...not me...u were never this cold hearted..this ignoring, of people presence and freindships and there feelings.
i dont see why u care....you show u never did..with your actions...for they speak easyier then words..my action shows im hurt..and trying to fight...to go on..find love...if i can...maybe its still u...maybe not.......mikly and stine..walks...sniffles in ears....walking up the stairs late at night...taking showers.......camping.....valentines day skating...and china town dinners...whill u do all this with him......did u care aobut any of that....is ther love inbetween everythought of the memorys...dont feel guilty...if there is.....cuase i feel the same way, i love u.
....ur smell still covers my bed and clothes....my draws and walls are still full of ur pictures...and my love.........lyes waiting.....
can u smell me...on the sheets and clothes...can u close ur eyes and feel my lips.....do u long for my embrace.....to hold u when u cry....does he comfort you, we could have gone out more and had more fun, sorry i didnt have many freinds to hang out with and a awsome great degree to satify your apittite...yea i fucking hurt....now u can go to him and lay next to him in bed...i have lyed there.....i want u think of me...to wipe ur tears cause i couldnt stand it..no one else did....but hey now he can, he will read this and be like ohhh yea another thing to get her to like me more.....score....is the sex good....when u gaze into his eyes....somehwere do u feel like u betrayed me...does he know your thoughts, when your upset, did he so easly feel the void, does he know who U ARE...the real you, i did i thought, what u like do to do for fun...in someway...i am honestly...glad that he makes u happy...im just fucking immaturly jealous......im in the kitchen im everywhere, in teh hallway...we pickkeed out those sheets on the bed, we picked out that desk.....we picked out that furniture....there is a memory in everything...in your heart...but thats probly a lye..im now replaced by another, someone wears my clothes, sleeps in my spot now im just a shadow..and now u have ur new, a new voice and face...a new possible love(have u said it yet) taking it slow since u got out of 2 yr relationship rite?
u changed...not me...u were never this cold hearted..this ignoring, of people presence and freindships and there feelings.
i dont see why u care....you show u never did..with your actions...for they speak easyier then words..my action shows im hurt..and trying to fight...to go on..find love...if i can...maybe its still u...maybe not.......mikly and stine..walks...sniffles in ears....walking up the stairs late at night...taking showers.......camping.....valentines day skating...and china town dinners...whill u do all this with him......did u care aobut any of that....is ther love inbetween everythought of the memorys...dont feel guilty...if there is.....cuase i feel the same way, i love u.
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