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1984, yes...george orwell, you were off by a year, i am the down fall of mankind. riigggggggggggggght? i destroy everything in my path with one single touch, i turn everything to crap. experiments were conducted on my me when i was child, they had to end them with inconclusive evidence that i was ....a man. how did they find this out? i screwed up the experiment for shaking hands with the director of the project before it got underway. further evidence is this whole friken entire paragraph. i mean what the hell am i saying, its a peice of crap. grammer, word structure, and wait style in which it is written. who the hell writes like that. i had supporting evidence from another man at the mall, we man can reconize other mans wonder peices of crap, hes like yep, your a crapy writer, you have no chance of being famous i had a couple of poems published in my college days, bla bla bla...i hope u rott. now now conclusion, im just end it as likee this and say the world would be better place without me. this is my eulogy. soon after i will decompose.
ok,now to a theory i recently thought up. now god or (its) since his sex is particuarly unknown, or and you cant say the bible says, becuase the bible was created by man and man is sin itself itself coming from eve womb so he could be a women, since we say women give life to all things. i cannt imagine what giving birth exitence would be life for somehting....painful is all i could say. so anyways created the heavens in the earth, god is everywhere. when a person dies, they become part of everythig the circle of life, you become the dirt, you feed the rest, giving way for new life and the process repeats. so what if god phyiscal being died causes him to become part of everything...the rocks, the trees, space, energy. his death physical death created all things we know, he is everywhere, and no where. he or she or other got lonely one day, said hey i am offily lonley, there is no one to talk to with any concious to my own, and im walking around in complete darkness, what the hell, i have to options, i can continue my life and wonder in darkness forever, or i could free myself from my physical body and lay down the base or ground level for many lives, and be part of every single one. id be living but on such a differant level. so god kills himself, cause he is A. by himself and B. becuase god can only kill god. He ( i believe he form of infathomable energy a phyiscal contiious form of it) had an ultamadium while in physical form and be lonely and in the dark. or explode and lay out the ground level giving birth life with his own flesh(why not accend that spirtual being with out death in anyway? cause there rule of order for exestince...i think) maybe it is a sin to kill thy self becuase you would be duplicating gods process of creation. the same thing he did, and only god can do that.
"you will burn in hell forever" bullshit, now during the crusades all sinners were forgiven if they faught for the holy cause of the catholic church, so in other words i could your family and everyone you loved, but if i kill some more people with differant views of mine but they believed in and worshiped the same god i am forgiven becuase god came only to this one speical man and said it was ok, that was bs, and 12 of these crusades followed(women raped, children slaughter in every source of manner, canniblism because of the starvation of the long journeys) but it was the for a holy cuase of claim land selfishly instead of sharing it..... thats got to say something about the creditablitly and fucked up view of order of the cathlic church. its just a theory. we humans would like though a sense of justice. there isntgod is all forgiving so there for there is no hell or punishment. god forgives all who ask forgiveness, there is no man who could in person challenge gods will without fall before god, kneeling and seeing light of all good, so everyone would ask for forgivness. so all go to heaven, there is no hell. just a theory.
my dad was weird. look at cheek cells through a microscope. learned aobut differant stains. slept alot to not think, or went for a walk.
sin sound alot like six.
heaven sounds alot life seven...hmmmm
im friken tired and depressed. im feel sorry in every sense of being sorry. i miss certian people. im not sure they even miss me or hold any caring or good emotion towards me. all the possiblitys of negitive a person usually puts before the possiblity of postive, because negitive are pain, and we remember pain. i try do my best to forget it. bla bla bla, conjuction, junction , whats your function? spitting our sperm and dealing out babys. life sucks.
sweet dream, and goodnite. i love christina forever and longer, i hope she doing alrite, her day went well.
in the end, it all comes down to faith.
ok,now to a theory i recently thought up. now god or (its) since his sex is particuarly unknown, or and you cant say the bible says, becuase the bible was created by man and man is sin itself itself coming from eve womb so he could be a women, since we say women give life to all things. i cannt imagine what giving birth exitence would be life for somehting....painful is all i could say. so anyways created the heavens in the earth, god is everywhere. when a person dies, they become part of everythig the circle of life, you become the dirt, you feed the rest, giving way for new life and the process repeats. so what if god phyiscal being died causes him to become part of everything...the rocks, the trees, space, energy. his death physical death created all things we know, he is everywhere, and no where. he or she or other got lonely one day, said hey i am offily lonley, there is no one to talk to with any concious to my own, and im walking around in complete darkness, what the hell, i have to options, i can continue my life and wonder in darkness forever, or i could free myself from my physical body and lay down the base or ground level for many lives, and be part of every single one. id be living but on such a differant level. so god kills himself, cause he is A. by himself and B. becuase god can only kill god. He ( i believe he form of infathomable energy a phyiscal contiious form of it) had an ultamadium while in physical form and be lonely and in the dark. or explode and lay out the ground level giving birth life with his own flesh(why not accend that spirtual being with out death in anyway? cause there rule of order for exestince...i think) maybe it is a sin to kill thy self becuase you would be duplicating gods process of creation. the same thing he did, and only god can do that.
"you will burn in hell forever" bullshit, now during the crusades all sinners were forgiven if they faught for the holy cause of the catholic church, so in other words i could your family and everyone you loved, but if i kill some more people with differant views of mine but they believed in and worshiped the same god i am forgiven becuase god came only to this one speical man and said it was ok, that was bs, and 12 of these crusades followed(women raped, children slaughter in every source of manner, canniblism because of the starvation of the long journeys) but it was the for a holy cuase of claim land selfishly instead of sharing it..... thats got to say something about the creditablitly and fucked up view of order of the cathlic church. its just a theory. we humans would like though a sense of justice. there isntgod is all forgiving so there for there is no hell or punishment. god forgives all who ask forgiveness, there is no man who could in person challenge gods will without fall before god, kneeling and seeing light of all good, so everyone would ask for forgivness. so all go to heaven, there is no hell. just a theory.
my dad was weird. look at cheek cells through a microscope. learned aobut differant stains. slept alot to not think, or went for a walk.
sin sound alot like six.
heaven sounds alot life seven...hmmmm
im friken tired and depressed. im feel sorry in every sense of being sorry. i miss certian people. im not sure they even miss me or hold any caring or good emotion towards me. all the possiblitys of negitive a person usually puts before the possiblity of postive, because negitive are pain, and we remember pain. i try do my best to forget it. bla bla bla, conjuction, junction , whats your function? spitting our sperm and dealing out babys. life sucks.
sweet dream, and goodnite. i love christina forever and longer, i hope she doing alrite, her day went well.
in the end, it all comes down to faith.