i miss the stine.... :(
arggggg....i hate it. when she is around i forget about all my troubles.. nows she s gone, and it the all flood back, i have no one to talk to but myself, i play some stupid video games, WOW THE FUCKING EXCITMENT. when she was around there was always something to do....now...i just...i want to die... my body aches cause its missing its other half. 5 FEET...5 feet...now how many miles...at least we always did something.. i may have wanted to do my own shit...gone solo...when she was around, cause i was so used to be a hermit....the more i see here, the more i miss her, with each passing day, i get closer to her, and i lose a little sanity LOL. i need her in my life.. (NO ONE BETTER HURT HER OR ILLL KILL em)...and she isnt there..all i got a lump in my bed..where she used to be...when i got back from there airport..i felt like she had died...and i was scurrying all over my room for something that was hers....i dont know why....i just wanted to feel close in someway...i found the ROSES she was SUPPOSED to take, but they werent important enough to remember :). even if florida sucks, i think we make the best of it...togather. there was always something to do...now im the lump i live in the broken couch thinking of things to do....and...well...there is nothing...harry potter comes out...but arggg to far away. feels like years away. i miss home..i want my bed...my family...my freinds.. i think and feel better there...i know, i know 3 more weeks BUT THATS WAY TO FUCKING LONGG almot a fucking month. i need a hug.
side note, gargoyle story is so complex and it needs so many elements, a back story, differant challeneges, and more. arggg. head hurts, i jus want to throw up, i dont want to eat, i feel like a pig cuase i get bored and eat, but when she is here, i i dont....i miss
her smell of here hair, her soft lips, her diamond like eyes, her sense of humor, the way it makes me laugh, the way she makes feel like when im arround her, her smarts, her soft skin, bah love her and i want to be with her. for longer. and i......i quit, im going back to my room. i love that blonde bombshell so much. now im so alone..even if she does call, it will just heall me for a momment. maybe a freind my come knock on my door, yes they will i have freinds, tons of em, or someone mite call, yes i have to have hopes right? well goodbye.
side note, gargoyle story is so complex and it needs so many elements, a back story, differant challeneges, and more. arggg. head hurts, i jus want to throw up, i dont want to eat, i feel like a pig cuase i get bored and eat, but when she is here, i i dont....i miss
her smell of here hair, her soft lips, her diamond like eyes, her sense of humor, the way it makes me laugh, the way she makes feel like when im arround her, her smarts, her soft skin, bah love her and i want to be with her. for longer. and i......i quit, im going back to my room. i love that blonde bombshell so much. now im so alone..even if she does call, it will just heall me for a momment. maybe a freind my come knock on my door, yes they will i have freinds, tons of em, or someone mite call, yes i have to have hopes right? well goodbye.