Sep 19, 2004 22:02
me and tim hung out last nite...realll late...and i really thought about things.
my feelings for him change. i swear itz SOO werid...like one day ill be all into him and then the way he is or the way he acts becomes a complete turn off. i swear itz a love u, hate u thing. ill start to hate him and then i think of how i need a REAL guy and i dont need to be puttin up wit his shit. and thats wat ive really been thinkin alll night when i was wit him. that i think im ready for a relationship and that i dont need him. i want a relationship ONLY if the guy treats me good, and all that wonderful goodness. i really feel im ready for this. haha, watch, in a week i want to be single and i dont want ne guys.
so what else has been goin on...
this guy luis wont get off my ass. if he calls me he'll call at least 5 times that night and hez SER gettin on my nerves. me and matt have been messin wit him alll day...SO histerical.
i met matt. hez a great guy and then i saw his car and im inlove. hahah. GOD i luv cars. then tom came by and i was SOOO happy to see him. hez such an awesome guy. i really hope i get to see him outside of workin. he said im never online which i am and he said he was hopein to see me on. so i dunno when the hell he comes online. i hope he calls me soon. he said he would. god that would be sooo great if we hung outside of workin. god, i wish i wish i wish. hez a REALLY sweet guy. grr...i NEED a sweet guy. ((sighhhh))