Can't be bothered to think of a title
So basically on top of my crappy illness, my aunt now has swine flu. I saw her last on Saturday and she was really unwell then. I think I would've got it by now, so I'm ok, and she'll get better. It's just scarily close to home. She also works at the infant school I was going to do my work experience in this week...that's had to be cancelled 'cause some of the children have it too, so I've been told not to come in.
Had a bit of fandom crap today too. Nothing out of the ordinary but it's just not making me feel any better. I come to fandom to get away from my problems, not to make them worse.
On top of that, it's my dad's birthday today. It was also one of the girl's in the group of friends I hang round with at school. She organised a trip to the cinema with everyone and my dad, very nicely, rearranged our dinner plans for the evening so I could get to the cinema to celebrate her birthday.
So I get there, no-one's there. I phone, no-one answers. I finally get through to someone...it's been cancelled. No-one bothered to tell me, apparently everyone else has known all day, and there I am, nearly 9pm at night, standing outside the cinema looking like a twat when I could've been spending time at home with my family.
I've been at that school nearly a year, and I still don't feel like I fit in. They obviously don't class me as a friend otherwise someone would've contacted me. There's 8 people in this group I hang out with, they all have my number. It doesn't take much to send a text, really.
So yeah. The only positive thing I've done all day is write the next chapter for Man Out of Time and I'm going to start the next one now.
But other than that my life cannot get any worse and I just feel so lonely and like shit.
Had a bit of fandom crap today too. Nothing out of the ordinary but it's just not making me feel any better. I come to fandom to get away from my problems, not to make them worse.
On top of that, it's my dad's birthday today. It was also one of the girl's in the group of friends I hang round with at school. She organised a trip to the cinema with everyone and my dad, very nicely, rearranged our dinner plans for the evening so I could get to the cinema to celebrate her birthday.
So I get there, no-one's there. I phone, no-one answers. I finally get through to someone...it's been cancelled. No-one bothered to tell me, apparently everyone else has known all day, and there I am, nearly 9pm at night, standing outside the cinema looking like a twat when I could've been spending time at home with my family.
I've been at that school nearly a year, and I still don't feel like I fit in. They obviously don't class me as a friend otherwise someone would've contacted me. There's 8 people in this group I hang out with, they all have my number. It doesn't take much to send a text, really.
So yeah. The only positive thing I've done all day is write the next chapter for Man Out of Time and I'm going to start the next one now.
But other than that my life cannot get any worse and I just feel so lonely and like shit.