What is Sacred?
Do I hold anything sacred anymore?
I wonder that sometimes. I used to believe that a person's relationship was something sacred. The love between a man and a woman. I thought that was something beautiful and sacred. I believe that when a person cheated on their lover, than they were abysmal and didn't deserve a second chance. "Once a cheater, always a cheater," I would say. I would feel disgusted at the mere possibility of someone cheating upon their significant other. I knew how much it had hurt me in the past, and I knew that I could never do that to another person. Love is sacred. A relationship is sacred. I don't think that I believe that anymore. For some reason, I am actually starting to believe that relationships are utter bull-shit. I do not believe in true love. I do not believe that there is only one person out there in the world that you are meant to be destined with. I no longer believe in monogamy. Instead, I think that the world would be a happier place if we all realized the monoaomy doesn't really exist, we were never meant to be living in monogomous relationships, and we should just randomly have sex with the people we want to have sexawith. We can build relationships off of those partners. Other than that, what is really the point? I don't hold relationships or love sacred anymore. Nothing good has ever come out of it for me. I am always disappointed and I refuse to ever be disappointed again. Instead, I think that I am just going to have random sex with strangers and friends for the rest of my life. If anyone ever wants to have a relationship with me again, I will have to let them down. I no longer desire it.
My stomach hurts. It's bed time.