Job Woes and Photo Blows
I don't have any of my photos loaded on this new laptop. It's a bit of a bummer. I should have backed up my pictures before my other computer took a shit on me. Maybe I will be able to get some of it backed up when the IT Department looks at it next week. Here's hoping. Otherwise, I am just going to have to go through my Myspace and Facebook and upload everything from there. Which, would just be a long and arduous process. So, hopefully the IT Department can do a little something something for me.
Other than that, I am taking the day off of work tomorrow. I have been taking a lot of time off of work lately. June has been a pretty hectic month and I don't want the same thing to become of July, but I am going to be going to Mammoth for the 4th of July weekend and it would just be easier if we were to leave this morning when Mark gets off work at 3 AM, instead of trying to leave when I get off of work at 5 PM. This way, we can stop by his parents house around 6 AM and he will be able to have a cup of coffee or two, and maybe I can eat a little breakfast. It is almost 1 in the morning right now and I still have not packed. I took a shower. I remain looking like shit and un-slept. My eyes are puffy and I am not sure what I want to bring with me up there. There is a part of me that just wants to stay down here. But, I haven't seen my uncle in eleven years (and have never met his son) so...I am just dealing with it. However, I really didn't want to have to take an unpaid day off of work. Whatever. I hate my job. And I got a talking to from my supervisor. She wanted me to know how important my job there is and how much of an asset I am to the company. I really makes me wonder why she would even say something like that to me. Like she knew that I was thinking about moving on with my life, or that I wasn't happy there or something. I don't know. I am not happy there...
Anyway, I am off to Mammoth until Monday. I don't know if I will be posting anything on this journal while I am there. I haven't really been posting anything that important on this anyway. Maybe when my life starts to shape up and I get myself together, I will start to have important things to say again. Instead of depressing and hollow things. Hopefully some day soon...hopefully...