Love.....
Jesus pours into my heart and breaks me down to rebuild me for this man.....
I mean its up to me...
If I just stay faithful to God's mission on my heart... let go of my selfishness....
I have to focus...
Be an amazing mom.
Love unconditionally.
be quick to apologize
slow to anger.
I actually put my filter on today...
I think its time to practice that....
Ill start to pay attention....
I do get so caught up...
inside my head.That is why I am going to start doing this...
I seem to answer my own Questions when I journal... its kinda nice...
He actually wanted to see me today but he over worked his self at the gym...
I accepted what he said and though I was hopeful....
I was at peace..... Because i don't care when I get to see him...
Just getting to know that I will is finally enough for me.
We are starting slow anyway! I just get so damn impatient...
That isn't love though...So now I am more patient...
I also let go of my abandonment issues. I feel so free!!!
When you finally let that self will run riot go...
You break the chains of self bondage.
So I can finally be free enough to accept Jesus's
Love into my heart fully.
If you are completely for God than who can be against you....
So I know I'll win me a cowboy To love and take care of.
I just want to find a field full of wild flowers with a blanket and lay down with him...
I'd look at the sky and Wonder why everything is so much more beautiful than I realized...
I'd for sure look into his eyes as the wind swept through my hair....
I bet at Some point in time my hair would end up in his mouth...
Lol....
I have this thing with long grass and weeds....I like using it to try to stick it in someones nose....
Idk...
I've also Had over ten people lick my big toe...no, not in a foreplay way...
I just have had a large number of experiences where this has been the result....
mostly because i said lick my big toe... but what ever
Today I snap chatted with member...
I was singing the work edition of that rhianna song
but i was singing "wanna see me work work work work work....then a member caught me and I sang "and here's a member ber ber ber ber!"
Seth saw that snap chat lol....
Then I was being praised because I was a members fave and I stated that "It was not really me...that the credit goes to Jesus." It was so beautiful!!!
I'm so spirit filled its amazing!!!
Man...I totally just got of track....I was talking to R
ey and got distracted...that's my buddy man...
We are totally talking about his woman and I am just encouraging him and giving him hugs....lol Omg...I'm his mom... on that nore ill ttyl lol
-Crys-
I mean its up to me...
If I just stay faithful to God's mission on my heart... let go of my selfishness....
I have to focus...
Be an amazing mom.
Love unconditionally.
be quick to apologize
slow to anger.
I actually put my filter on today...
I think its time to practice that....
Ill start to pay attention....
I do get so caught up...
inside my head.That is why I am going to start doing this...
I seem to answer my own Questions when I journal... its kinda nice...
He actually wanted to see me today but he over worked his self at the gym...
I accepted what he said and though I was hopeful....
I was at peace..... Because i don't care when I get to see him...
Just getting to know that I will is finally enough for me.
We are starting slow anyway! I just get so damn impatient...
That isn't love though...So now I am more patient...
I also let go of my abandonment issues. I feel so free!!!
When you finally let that self will run riot go...
You break the chains of self bondage.
So I can finally be free enough to accept Jesus's
Love into my heart fully.
If you are completely for God than who can be against you....
So I know I'll win me a cowboy To love and take care of.
I just want to find a field full of wild flowers with a blanket and lay down with him...
I'd look at the sky and Wonder why everything is so much more beautiful than I realized...
I'd for sure look into his eyes as the wind swept through my hair....
I bet at Some point in time my hair would end up in his mouth...
Lol....
I have this thing with long grass and weeds....I like using it to try to stick it in someones nose....
Idk...
I've also Had over ten people lick my big toe...no, not in a foreplay way...
I just have had a large number of experiences where this has been the result....
mostly because i said lick my big toe... but what ever
Today I snap chatted with member...
I was singing the work edition of that rhianna song
but i was singing "wanna see me work work work work work....then a member caught me and I sang "and here's a member ber ber ber ber!"
Seth saw that snap chat lol....
Then I was being praised because I was a members fave and I stated that "It was not really me...that the credit goes to Jesus." It was so beautiful!!!
I'm so spirit filled its amazing!!!
Man...I totally just got of track....I was talking to R
ey and got distracted...that's my buddy man...
We are totally talking about his woman and I am just encouraging him and giving him hugs....lol Omg...I'm his mom... on that nore ill ttyl lol
-Crys-