got rice, bitch?!?!?!?!?! hahahahaha
um...hmm...i had my music and biology test today. i'm so disappointed at how i think i did on the biology. i got certain terms that were opposite of each other mixed up :( i also didn't understand these diagrams and some other stuff :( the music test should be fine, though. oh well, i contacted villa julie and they said that someone should be contacting me within the next two weeks about setting up a time to register and whatnot, so that's good...as long as i get a C in bio, i'm ok...but C's seem so...dirty to me. eww. i didn't even bother to stay for an extra lab today after the test. i rapidly went to look for the answers in my book, then went to another building so i could turn in a paper saying that i want to drop slimnastics and just audit tai chi. i really like tai chi. we have a small class, but with many different types of people in it. sometimes it forces me to concentrate, as well.
i should be doing homework...biology homework, as always. i feel like i can't do enough bio hw. i don't know why doing so bad on the test (even tho i'm not positive i did that bad) makes me feel like such a failure. :( it's only a grade...it's not the end of the fucking world. jesus christ. if i got a D, i'd probably have a heartattack..no joke.
i finally got around to doing other stuff that didn't involve work and school today! i went tanning and went to the supermarket to buy a tomato, veggie burgers, and mountain dew code red!!!!!!
i've felt sorta numb lately, at times. it's comforting, yet at the same time, i don't like it. it's definately easier, tho...
work started out kickass...i made payout and extra $ within the first hour. things slowed down after that. i can't drink at work anymore. i dunno why the hell i get the way i do when i drink there. i mean, i've had more than my fair share of drinks on numerous occasions, but i don't act how i do there...i think it's because i don't trust the people there or something? the atmosphere? i dunno. my manager pulled me aside and said something. i guess no matter how much i want to drink there, i can't have anything. oh well. it's for the better, anyhow, considering i make more money when i don't drink. then again, i haven't really given a crap too much about the money anyhow, lately.
so i feel pretty silly for thinking one thing, but that's ok. i mean, i'm pretty sure others would've thought it, too. ok, scratch that, i'm absolutely positive they would've, but still. does that really matter? nope. he's a really good dude, and i'm lucky to be going out with him at this time. so yeah. he's not dense and retarded like some other guys..he's actually aware of things.
i can't get this fucking GAUDE MARIA song outta my head. ahhhh. stupid music class!! lol
i should be doing homework...biology homework, as always. i feel like i can't do enough bio hw. i don't know why doing so bad on the test (even tho i'm not positive i did that bad) makes me feel like such a failure. :( it's only a grade...it's not the end of the fucking world. jesus christ. if i got a D, i'd probably have a heartattack..no joke.
i finally got around to doing other stuff that didn't involve work and school today! i went tanning and went to the supermarket to buy a tomato, veggie burgers, and mountain dew code red!!!!!!
i've felt sorta numb lately, at times. it's comforting, yet at the same time, i don't like it. it's definately easier, tho...
work started out kickass...i made payout and extra $ within the first hour. things slowed down after that. i can't drink at work anymore. i dunno why the hell i get the way i do when i drink there. i mean, i've had more than my fair share of drinks on numerous occasions, but i don't act how i do there...i think it's because i don't trust the people there or something? the atmosphere? i dunno. my manager pulled me aside and said something. i guess no matter how much i want to drink there, i can't have anything. oh well. it's for the better, anyhow, considering i make more money when i don't drink. then again, i haven't really given a crap too much about the money anyhow, lately.
so i feel pretty silly for thinking one thing, but that's ok. i mean, i'm pretty sure others would've thought it, too. ok, scratch that, i'm absolutely positive they would've, but still. does that really matter? nope. he's a really good dude, and i'm lucky to be going out with him at this time. so yeah. he's not dense and retarded like some other guys..he's actually aware of things.
i can't get this fucking GAUDE MARIA song outta my head. ahhhh. stupid music class!! lol