Sick
I cannot help but feel sick at this moment. Things are not going well for me.... Josh refuses to go to prom. Period. I have tried everything to get him to go, but he won't. And it's all because of Liz. Because Liz did something stupid, I am getting punished. So now I have one week to find a date, and I have noone I really want to take but Josh. There's a possibility I could take my friend James.... but I can never get a hold of him. Aside from him, (no offense to any of my guy friends) I don't want to take anyone else.... Honestly, I just want to take Josh....
I wish I could just throw up, because all morning I have felt like I needed to. I haven't thrown up since grade school, however, and I would like to keep it that way. But maybe I would feel better. I wouldn't feel so helpless.... god damnit I am so sick of everyone not getting along....
*~Giselle~*
I wish I could just throw up, because all morning I have felt like I needed to. I haven't thrown up since grade school, however, and I would like to keep it that way. But maybe I would feel better. I wouldn't feel so helpless.... god damnit I am so sick of everyone not getting along....
*~Giselle~*