May 14, 2003 21:13
Falling in Love,
And Falling Away.
I don't really care
What they all say.
I know what this is,
I know what it will be.
I may be imagining,
But we'll have to see.
I'm tired, and cynical
And tired of it all.
I finally found it,
They wait for my fall.
I don't really care,
I'M SICK OF BEING REAL!
I'm happy right now,
They're my emotions to feel.
Fantasy and romance
Are all that I see
If this is an illusion
It's all that I need.
I'm feeling really really cynical right now. I can't even place my finger on the reason for writing this poem, but I guess it's because a lot of people don't believe me that I am in love. I know I am. For goddess sake, Liz & Ryan's tarot reading on both me & Brandon have shown I'm right. My faerie cards said so, and my Yes/No stones did too. But above ALL else, I know I am. My heart has been telling this for a long time. I even tried to deny it, so my loyalty would not falter, and STILL it yelled and screamed at me everytime I talked to him. *tears* So I don't appreciate other people telling me I'm wrong, when everything else tells me I'm right.... I love him, and I am completely head over heels for him. Regardless of the amount of time I've been with him.
I love you Brandon.
*~Giselle~*
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