If I only had da nerve...
Well some things have happened, some things have been set aside.
So Thursday I went out to dinner w/ James and it was a good time!!
And then friday I worked, went to school & there was no one there for the Spiral Meeting. So I sat around for a bit, went to the mall & met up w/ Brandee, Brian, & teh wookie.
Brandee bought
me some really cute underwear at Hot Topic as a bday present. I'm going to get her a really cool bday present when I have the extra cash. I have a really good idea. Well then Brandee, Brian & I played "Scene it" and that was fun cept for brian winning every time, so I had to keep punching him in the arm. After Brian left, Brandee & I ran to walmart, got some snacks & stuff, headed back, ate, watched some Family Guy, then I went to sleep & she went upstairs. Somewhere in there I heard her come in & curl up on the floor.
But since I got up so early (6 am) she wasn't on the floor long, she got into her bed as soon as I was up. (Thank you very much for letting me use teh bed Brandee!!) So then I toddled over to my parents house, and then judged the copley tournement. TONS of fun, lemme tell you what. lol stupid accents & all.
Then I came home, Liz picked myself & my brothers up, and off we went to my house! I got ready, and soon people were arriving! I had a good sized amount of people there.
I got a jar of mayo, a gift card to game spot for $20.75, both from Bill. I got Legend of Zelda: The Minnish Cap, a Hello Kitty Lamp/clock thing, and a replica of the medallion from "Pirates of the Carribean" from Liz. Fuck yeah.
So yeah. And also, Josh gave me a dozen roses, and Jimmy got me the Teen Titans game for GBA. People were here pretty late, and Corey was here even after I went to bed, playing Magic w/ my brothers.
So I went to bed, got up, went to work, and then Huston picked me up, I finally got a shower, and then we went & saw Harry Potter. Fucking great. I cried. I loved it.
Thank you Huston for taking me. We then met Bill at Applebees, where I proceeded to pay for everyone's dinner.
That felt good.
So.... I got home & called Josh. He didn't answer. When he called back, I basically had to drop a bomb that I've been stressing about for a while. I pretty much told him that it just wouldn't work between us. He acted alright over the phone, and I really hope he is ok. I've been stressing about this a lot lately, even before I made any decisions. Just the thought of hurting someone throws me in loops. I hate it, I really do. Now, this move doesn't mean that I'm definetely going to date Jimmy either, and Jimmy knows that. I talked to him, told him there are still some things I need to see before I make that other decision. So we'll see.
Anyways, I've done enough avoiding of this english assignment... I should go do it...
*~Tsuki No Oni~*
So Thursday I went out to dinner w/ James and it was a good time!!
And then friday I worked, went to school & there was no one there for the Spiral Meeting. So I sat around for a bit, went to the mall & met up w/ Brandee, Brian, & teh wookie.
Brandee bought
me some really cute underwear at Hot Topic as a bday present. I'm going to get her a really cool bday present when I have the extra cash. I have a really good idea. Well then Brandee, Brian & I played "Scene it" and that was fun cept for brian winning every time, so I had to keep punching him in the arm. After Brian left, Brandee & I ran to walmart, got some snacks & stuff, headed back, ate, watched some Family Guy, then I went to sleep & she went upstairs. Somewhere in there I heard her come in & curl up on the floor.
But since I got up so early (6 am) she wasn't on the floor long, she got into her bed as soon as I was up. (Thank you very much for letting me use teh bed Brandee!!) So then I toddled over to my parents house, and then judged the copley tournement. TONS of fun, lemme tell you what. lol stupid accents & all.
Then I came home, Liz picked myself & my brothers up, and off we went to my house! I got ready, and soon people were arriving! I had a good sized amount of people there.
I got a jar of mayo, a gift card to game spot for $20.75, both from Bill. I got Legend of Zelda: The Minnish Cap, a Hello Kitty Lamp/clock thing, and a replica of the medallion from "Pirates of the Carribean" from Liz. Fuck yeah.
So yeah. And also, Josh gave me a dozen roses, and Jimmy got me the Teen Titans game for GBA. People were here pretty late, and Corey was here even after I went to bed, playing Magic w/ my brothers.
So I went to bed, got up, went to work, and then Huston picked me up, I finally got a shower, and then we went & saw Harry Potter. Fucking great. I cried. I loved it.
Thank you Huston for taking me. We then met Bill at Applebees, where I proceeded to pay for everyone's dinner.
That felt good.
So.... I got home & called Josh. He didn't answer. When he called back, I basically had to drop a bomb that I've been stressing about for a while. I pretty much told him that it just wouldn't work between us. He acted alright over the phone, and I really hope he is ok. I've been stressing about this a lot lately, even before I made any decisions. Just the thought of hurting someone throws me in loops. I hate it, I really do. Now, this move doesn't mean that I'm definetely going to date Jimmy either, and Jimmy knows that. I talked to him, told him there are still some things I need to see before I make that other decision. So we'll see.
Anyways, I've done enough avoiding of this english assignment... I should go do it...
*~Tsuki No Oni~*