Aug 07, 2005 00:23
Silly silly girl, and her silly silly crushes. They only fruit loneliness. Cuz he's got someone now. ;_;
Ah well, I wish him luck w/ it. He's too cool for a sucky relationship.
So. The last few days have been very uneventful really. I've been sitting around reading a bunch. And I should be out looking for a job. ;_; I'm kind of just riding the idea I'll get enough money from my loans to live off of, but that's not the smartest idea I've ever had. I'm still not sure what the smartest idea I ever had was, but it sure isn't this one. Anyone want to help me find a job this week? Please? I would luff you forever.
Miss my parents.... a bunch. *a loud gasp is heard from the audience* Yeah, I know. If I could drive I would totally go see them a bunch, but I can't, which is also a source of unhappiness lately. Urgh. I just want to leave sometimes, to go and drive... oh well.... november why do you taunt me?!?!
I hope to have another bonfire soon. I'll um... get on that I suppose... I'll let you all know if/when the next one happens.
I am quite saddened by the fact that I am not returning to the medieval faire tomorrow because Eric is having some car trouble I did try to find another ride for us, but to no avail. I suck.
I really do suck at life. ;_; I need a job, I'm a fucking bum. *sigh*
So yeah, guess that whole trying to be fun loving, care free, easy going and all that isn't going real well... >.< Ugh. I'll try harder.
*~Tsuki No Oni~*
bonfire,
depressed,
crush